09.17.06
Letter from an admirer
Subject: reflections
From: tom
Date: Sat, September 16, 2006 1:38 am
To: angela@principalquattrano.com
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Angela,
I just found your “Principal” site yesterday.
Except for my name, everything else is true, here. I am 56 yrs old, happily married, and an insurance agent. I’m 6′ tall, 185 lbs. Decent shape. Full head of light brown hair.
My wife is the coolest (she hasn’t seen this letter, but I would not hesitate to show her). I’m 10 yrs older than her, and we were both raised in traditional male-led homes. We have a very equal relationship, never arguing, very supportive of each other.
We are both into sexual role-playing, but I have not found any website that actually captures our fantasy. Briefly it is as follows: although we live a very normal-looking, traditional” life-style, my wife’s pet name for me is “dumbass” and nearly every day she tells me how inferior I am to her, to our girls, and to all women everywhere. Several times she has said to me in front of our 3 grown daughters, “Get your dick over here” (they just laugh and recently the oldest — now 26 — said that same thing to me. Occasionally, the girls will order me around, but that is not usual. We are careful about this. Aside from a bit of kidding around, our girls are not involved in our sex life.)
I was convinced years ago that women have it over men, and girls over boys — just as you say. And I have actively taught this to our girls.
In school (HS & college) I competed against girls and routinely came in 2nd or worse. My college graduating class had 200 people: the top 7 spots were all women, and 67 of the top 100 spots were women. I was number 41 behind 29 women. This did not bother me, it was just school.
For years I worked in banking for, with, and under women 10-15 years younger than me and I competed with them daily. I’m a fairly smart guy and thought I’d have an easy time climbing the ladder there (after all, they were just women!). What I found to my utter shock was I couldn’t keep up with them. I remember once (at 35) I was up for promotion against a 24 year old woman. We stood side by side in front of a panel of two women and a man when she received the nod. I was demoralized. I spent the next 30 minutes in the rest room jacking off. That was the first time I actually realized that my dick was not a symbol of strength at all, but a symbol of my real inferiority.
I also spent about 15 years teaching college (from my age 35 to 52). Although there are certainly exceptions, women are far superior to men in nearly all aspects of educational awareness, readiness, fervor, ability, performance, and accomplishment. You are exactly right about who is best suited for present and future leadership.
As I have grown older, jacking off has become an important way of life for me. It reminds me who I really am. For me it is completely an outward sign of my inherent inferiority. I do this 4-5 times every day, sometimes in the car. My wife is very much in on this. She has me on my knees jacking off in the closet or in the kitchen and every once in a while just outside the front door of our house on my knees facing her while I repeat to her that I am disposable, that she runs the house, and that I am inferior to her and the girls. Of course, this is not
just fantasy, it is actually the truth.
I am not motivated much by typical bdsm stuff. But I am easily captivated by women who know how to put me in my place as among the planet’s inferior male population. (I don’t like “bitches,” just strong, confident women who know the truth about men) When that happens, I will, as soon as I am able, find a place to safely masturbate, reminding myself that women are really the ones in charge. As I am sure will be no surprise to you, I am right now naked and jacking off as I always will be when reading anything you write. Please don’t be offended by this, as some women are. Please understand, I intend this as an honor to you: I acknowledge you and your sex as the primary sex. I live only in your shadow.
I appreciate your honest style of writing, and certainly you are very cute. But the point here is that I want, actually, to encourage you. What you are doing helps me and other males to accept our place as the second sex: we are important, but not as important; capable, but not as capable. For me, when I masturbate, I am surrendering. Actually, I think that is more true for men that is commonly recognized or admitted. Doing it, I experience powerful waves of feelings of inferiority flowing through my entire self — almost to the point of needing to
worship, praise, and honor you. — as my maker, I suppose, I don’t really know. It is somewhat strange.
I hope you are not offended. If you are, I apologize and I will not bother you again. However, my comments are intended as sincere praise and adoration for your inherent prowess and superior nature.
I have attached a few pictures. Again, this is intended as a sign of sincere submission to you and to all women. I’ve also included a card I carry in my wallet (front and back). You can use any of these on your website, if you wish, including this letter.
Thank you for your efforts. And thank you for listening to me now.
Thanks,
Tom
